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Sunday, January 22, 2006

I want a damn fish!!!

well for one....to start this off im going to name a list of things of what not to do.....

1. DO NOT go lookin for fish n the winter U WONT FIND NUN

2. DO NOT go swimming....IF U CANT SWIM!

3. Wear PANTS to go walking n the woods.

4.Never WALK n the creek when its WINTER the waters COLD re re.

5. Just dont be like me PERIOD!


well i decided i wanted a fishy....so i was goin to go nd gets me one...outta the creek..well wat i didnt think of is its dead middle of winter THE FISH ARENT OUT....well so i go down there on the way down (im wearn shorts member) i come across this nice path of thorns rite....well so i rip up my legs then i culdnt cross so i took off my shoes nd walked IN the water....well i seen fishys well least i thought i did...n the deep part of the creek..(keep n mind i CANT swim) so i juss JUMP IN...well no that was a tid bit scary but i managed to stay calm nd climbed up on the rock nd pulled myself up then stud up so i culd breathe..well freezin i decided again to take off my shoes nd juss walk thru the creek..basically n the end I DIDNT GET ME FISHYS....*cries*

i ♥Sydney!

♥Sydney!♥


i hate living but i love sydney

i love sydney

Saturday, January 21, 2006

This is sumthing i wuld do for sydney!

girl- hey
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh rele? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................>silence<.........
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun
girl- rele?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtim
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
>very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
boy- wht???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- y????
girl- i love u.
>click<
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whts up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear wht?
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
-ring-
-ring-
-ring-
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- rele? y? wht happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u wht?? U WHT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY
the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:

i told her i would take a bullet for her....
just like she said she would die for me...

Thursday, January 19, 2006

I love you baby

well im going thru shit with shandi already today..ugh i mean y cant she juss see the fact I LOVE SYDNEY..i cant help who i love im not suppose to..it it juss happens...plus sydney is wonderful i mean she treats me a jillion times better then shandi does shandi treats me like shit most the time...i mean i can always get her to laugh even if shes sad but still i can do that to ne one when i want to...im so tired rite now..i bout fell asleep in class nd i came home nd fell asleep hanging off the side of the couch...im beat...nd god i come home nd my mom starts bossin me around ugh..all i wanted to do was pass out on the couch til they left..but NO..but i did get like 10 minz of nap time lol..i cant wait for sydney to get on so i can tell her how much i love her...*yawns* i hope its before i lay down...i cant turn the volume up ne louder so i wont kno when she gets on....ugh well im going for now im too tired to write

I LOVE YOU SYDNEY!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

New Years!



sumone how im hoping this worx if it dont oh well i guess lol

i been up all nite talkin to danielle

HAPPY NEW YEARS PEOPLES!!!!
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